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Miss having it my way

2010-11-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

Had always overlooked my Sims 3 pc game.

So I've installed it last week and started playing them even since..

Sudden urge to read. Read the stories I once used to love.

Series of Alice stories by Phyllis Renolds Naylor...
Series of Stephanie Plum by Janet Evanovich....

Love them both to bits...

Took some time on last Monday to get some books from BPP library..

I'm mugging now...

And had the sudden urge to blog...
So I'm blogging now..

I think I'm loving the personal time I'm having now..
Don't get me wrong. I do love being with him. But I cherish the personal time I'm having as well.

2 yrs...hm...I think i can live with it...

Hopes his ankle got better.

Sentosa Tomorrow~

2009-07-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Roof Top Garden Suite here I come!

Hope we don't quarrel again.

Tiff that gone from Bad to Weird

2009-07-24T23:42:00.007+08:00

It's suppose to be a tiff.

But it got seriously bad.
Hate him.
Hate his ego. Die also wants to win the quarrel.
Hate it when he's mad. Cause I don't know what he'll do next.
Hate it when I'm not appreciated. It makes me feel like an idiot. Since all my efforts have gone down the toilet bowl.
Hate it when he judge me in the negative way. No one is perfect.
Hate it when he said hurtful things. He might have said it in a spite of anger but it still hurts a lot.
Hate it when he judges himself differently. Why can he do things that I'm not suppose to?
Hate it when all he sees is himself. Quarreling makes me realise how much one loves himself more than others.
Hate it when he finds 101 ways of blaming me with something. This is not a debate session. There's no trophy.

And it all ended with a simple apology. Hai...It's weird.

Some photos of the stickers he got me even though we've yet reconcile. Only after we got better, did he mention the stickers.

I have to admit I like it pretty much. =P

Timbre Photos

2009-07-16T23:45:00.003+08:00

Timbre @ The Arts House

As I've promised. But the resolution is a little small. Please bare with it since I downloaded it from Snapfish and did not get it directly from my friend.

His Commencement

2009-07-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

To me, going up on stage as everyone watches you, marks the end of University and the beginning of the working society. As all(most) of the people who learnt programming before, we start of with the most basic "Hello World!" tutorial.

Last Monday night, I witness him going up the stage with 800 pairs of eyes focus at him while he collected his certificate. Proud of him, as he's finally a full-fledged graduate! I really feel happy for him. This feeling is subtle yet real.

I want to celebrate for him. Every time I think about it, it reminds me that there's so much more I could have done for him on that day itself. If only I had....make it more memorable for him....take photos but I don't have a camera....make him happier but don't know how....make his weary eyes go away.

The only thing I did right is to get him a bouquet of Ferror Roche. And yet, the person who sell it to me did not do a good job.

I think I fail terribly as a girlfriend....on that day.

Going Wireless

2009-07-16T23:10:00.003+08:00

My new found love! A wireless mouse.

I've always wanted one but am never willing to spend more than 50 dollars on one. It just so happen that my colleague found this promotion. 40 bucks for this baby. Nice in black and cheap even though it's branded. Hm, I wouldn't say it's branded but at least all of us know Logitech.

Times when I Feel Like Scolding F*** Out

2009-07-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

This has been happening to my work place's msn these few days. Just what the F*** is happening to my msn. Virus? Lousy network? Give me a valid reason Msn Messenger.

Mrs Kao

2009-07-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

Last Night....

Him: When do you want to be Mrs Kao?

Me: I don't want to be Mrs Kao!

Him: Why?

Me: Mrs Kao doesn't sound nice at all! Haha..

Him: -_-"

Timbre!!!

2009-07-05T22:05:00.003+08:00

For the love of good music, pizza and chicken wings, go to TIMBRE!

Haha...Had a wonderful and filling dinner this Saturday. Their chicken wings are hot and tasty. The super thin crust pizza is special and big. Their beverages are placed in glasses of different shapes and sizes. Super kawaii~

The band was exceptionally good as well. They sang lots of beautiful songs. I love all the songs they sang on stage. Dedications were be made for Jac dear.

All of us dressed up for that day. We all look amazing. The ambience at night made this experience unforgettable. I hope they enjoyed as much as I do.

Two things to note, MUST make reservation and prepared to sweat. Althought all of us sweat a hell lot, I feel it's worth while (once in a while please).

Photos will be uploaded once I get it for my gals. =)

Moving that Ass of Mine

2009-07-02T22:50:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling fitter! Haha...

Ok, I know I've only been to one Aerobics Dance class. But I really feels that my arms, tummy and thighs are going to ache tomorrow. This is a good thing since it means that I'm toning up my body. Which means, I'm fitter or going to be fitter. Yeah~ Lol..

I find Aerobics Dance is the one where you can really workout and still have fun as you move. The teacher is super cute and funny too. She'll try to joke with us as we move. This makes the lesson all the more enjoyable and relaxing. I don't need to focus too much on the moves since the moves are pretty basics and easy to catch up with.

However, I will choose Dance classes over it since I enjoys more while I dance. I'm still freaking lousy at my dance and I don't think that will change much over the time. That is because I never really have talent in catching rhythms and beats which I believe it's very important in any dance. But I know that being lousy at something is not a reason for me to give up. In fact, it's a reason for me to work at it and improve on it.

I have to believe and enjoy the process. I want the change and I will change.

Men are so Selfish!

2009-07-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

A heated conversation between him and me.

Him: Everyone keep on staring at us. Is it so wrong to have dinner between a doctor and a nurse? She's just a friend.

Me: If you don't want people to stare at you then don't eat alone with her. Get someone else to accompany the two of you.

Him: But there's none.

Me: It's normal that people will stare. What if I'm eating dinner with another guy? Will you stared or feel uncomfortable? Hm...Since you can eat alone with another girl, does that means I get to eat dinner alone with another guy too?

Him: No. Cannot.

Me: Why not?

Him: That is because the guy have ulterior motive by asking you out for dinner alone.

Me: Ok. So what if I'm the one who asked him out for dinner?

Him: Well, if you find that it's appropriate to ask a guy out for dinner alone yet feels that I wouldn't be hurt. Then by all means do so.

Me: That's so unfair! You can go eat dinner alone with another girl and I can't.

After a short silent moment.....

Him: Alright la. You can go out alone with another guy for dinner!

This conclusion is not what I've thought of. I never think that he'll agree to it. Does this means that there will be a next time for him to be eating alone with another female friend of his?

I've Done It!

2009-06-30T22:49:00.003+08:00

3 Cheers for me! Hip Hip Horray~

Haha, I've sign up for Aerobics Dance Classes with Jac dear. It'll be my first lesson this coming Thursday. Can't wait for it to arrive. I wonder how different it'll be from normal aerobics/dance class. Hm...

Anyways, I'm all perk up to move my huge ass.

Too bad I still can't find any one to accompany me to join dance classes with me. =~(
I'm considering to go alone! But being ALONE is so scary and sian. Hai...I don't know man. I really hope some one will pop out of no where and tell me she's interested. Haha..That's kind of impossible.

Jurong Birdy Park!

2009-06-28T21:17:00.004+08:00

Went JBP with June and Yi Xuan and their boyfriends. Of course, Yang was there with me as well.

We're suppose to meet at 9 am at the entrance of JBP. Since a lot of the shows begins in the morning like 10am and 11am. Furthermore, Bongo have it's Early Bird Breakfast Show from 9.15 to 9.45am. So that's how we decided on meeting there at 9am. As anyone would have expected, we're so darn late then we only managed to finish our breakfast at 10.15am. Haha..

Moreover, we chose to purchase it's egg-cellent saver package.
Egg-cellent saver package includes:
-Entrance (Cost $18 bucks on it's own.)
-Panorail (Can sit on the panorail for 3 times only)
-Lory Feeding (Anytime of the day)
-Waterfall Aviary Feeding (10.30am or 2.30pm)
@ $25 per adult.

So, we ended up not being able to catch the Waterfall Aviary Feeding in the morning and Birds of the Prey Show(10am). But we did manage to watch the Birds and Buddies Show. Haha, so i guess that kind of compensated for the Birds of Prey Show. The Birds and Buddies Show really brings back fond memories. I get the 'hey, I've seen this when i was young.' feeling a lot.

Lory Feeding was exceptionally enjoyable to me as well. I love the feeling of being close to nature and animals. Ok, not all animals. But it's really fun to be close to the colourful Lories. And we took a lot of photos there as well.

We managed to look at the Penguins, O'rielly Owls (Oh, really? Haha), Lory, Eagles, Ostriches and some other birds before we call it a day too. The baby penguins are darn cute. The white owls are darn pretty. The Birds of Paradise cannot be found in that huge forested cage. The Ostriches are being laughed at by us for having such a funny looking face. the Emus are too stinky to be admired. Overall, it's great to stay out at the JBP once in awhile.

If time permits, I really want to catch the Waterfall Aviary Feeding in the afternoon and the rest of the birds. Too bad for us, as we are no longer as fit as we used to be and Singapore weather doesn't permit anyone to be out in the Sun for too long.

Maybe some other days, when I'm feeling rich. Lol.

Exercise Exercise!

2009-06-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

Alamak! I'm getting fat. I don't want to be specific so don't ask. I wouldn't tell you anyway. Haha.

Yeah..."I need to exercise. I will exercise. I must exercise. " These are the phrases I've been chanting these few days. And the only thing, I can think of, to make myself move my huge ass, is to make it totally not worth it for me to sit on my chair and watch anime/drama whole day. This means money is definitely involved. Why? Obviously right? I'm cheapskate like any of my friends out there. Haha..( No offense but quite true right? )

So the conclusion is to join some dance classes or aerobics class! I'm considering what to join now. I'm open to suggestions. Hahaa.. So don't freak out when you see me pretty and fit the next time we're out. =)

I'm No Ordinary Blader

2009-01-11T19:38:00.003+08:00

"Even thought I'm an ordinary girl, I'm not any ordinary Roller bladers. " Miss Lee said with a serious tone.

Went roller blading with my Uni friends and am proud to say that i've did myself proud once more! I never fell down yesterday and I would like to type it again with caps. I NEVER FELL DOWN. Woho~ Haha. It's my second time blading.

For the very first time, I fell down twice. It's scary and not really suitable for weak hearted people like me. The horror of gliding down the slope with no inkling of how to stop is just terror. I've let the thought of it overwhelm me. I panicked and I hit the floor. ZzZ~ Not so fun after all.

But, yesterday was a totally different story compared to the first. I've learnt how to stop, how to manuve with my blades and how to travel down gentle slopes without the need of falling. Yeah~ I feel proud of myself.

Now, my next step is to own a pair of roller blades. YEAH~

I want stylish hairstyle!

2009-01-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

I'm pretty enthusiastic this coming CNY. I don't know what came over me all of a sudden. But I was hoping for a new look for this Chinese New Year. Since my hair is pretty long now, I'm thinking of doing something to it. Maybe try to do a DIY wavy hair for myself?

I've browsed around in youtube and there's tons of video clips showing how to make wavy hair. Would like to share some with you guys. Hope you guys find it helpful too. The links' below:

*---My top choice (Haha..I wish i could have her hairstyle)---*
It consist of 3 seperate videos but i'm just gonna link you guys to one. You can always find the other 2 with this link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wb8zmm71PDM

*---Simple and wavy hair look---*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQk3P3Ylvlc

*---wavy hair look without the need of a hair curler---*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2ZNsudkM6k&feature=related

2 Weeks of Working

2008-07-12T00:14:00.004+08:00

Wah~ Time flies when you are doing something. Seriously man. In the blink of an eye, I've been working for 2 weeks liao. It doesn't even feel like it. I guess that's a good sign. I'm not bored about my job and I actually fine everyday's work pretty interesting.

At the beginning, I was kind of afraid. Afraid that I don't like my job. Afraid that I can't get a long well with my colleagues. The usual first-time jitters. I guess I still surprise a lot of people as to why do I want to work as a software development engineer. I'm a EEE graduate who's interested in Computer Engineering work. How weird is that? I don't really know how to answer that actually. I just feel that they are not so different. In EEE, I do programming. So maybe we aren't that different and I'm really interested in software work. And you can't run away with programming if you want to work with the software of a product.

Of course, I do admit the level of knowledge and skills in programming is the biggest gap between EEE and CE. But, I'm willing to learn. With adequate guidance, I believe I can help in a small way or another in their programming. I wish to contribute and be recognized. But...I guess I still have a long way to go before I can achieved my goals.

All in all, working life isn't as bad as I thought and I actually like my job. =) So hopefully, my friends out there who are working or job-hunting can find a job they like and enjoys everyday.

GUYS: Working ain't that bad. Look on the bright side. I'm looking at it.

PS: If I have the chance I'll like to show you guys some photos or video of Singapore Flyer and Merlion. My bus to work passes by Nicoll Highway everyday. I can see Singapore River, Singapore Flyer and Merlion everyday. Absolutely amazing view. Ah...I going to miss it once my company moves away... =S

Dinner with Chris, Krystina and her beau

2008-06-29T16:25:00.004+08:00

Had dinner with my University friends before all of us start work. Haha.. Enjoyable meal with depressing outcome. I found out that I was the most lowly paid and having least benefits among all four of them. Zzz..But I have to admit that all of them are move clever than me so I guess it's only right for them to find higher paying jobs.

Well.. First day of working is coming real soon. Gotta be brave and throw away all the negative thoughts. I'm blessed to have found a job and blessed that the company seems to have lots of nice and friendly people around. Hopefully, the positive image I have of the company is not just an image but the fact.

Ending off with a picture showing all the goodies I got from Chris from his trip to Hong Kong! Wee~

Keroro Sweets and Cookies from Hong Kong's Disneyland!

Got 'formal' clothes for work--Can't decide =S

2008-06-25T19:48:00.007+08:00

I seriously have a dilemma in clothes for work. I don't know what to wear to work. Everytime I look at a top, I can't differentiate whether it is suitable to wear it to work. I'm weird or what? I don't know. I guess I'm just weird. Lol

It's kind of like a problem to me. Not a big one but an urgent one. I don't want to start work and start panicking for not having enough clothes to wear to work. I don't want to wear 5 repetitive sets of working clothes to work every week. I don't want to dress up like an auntie to work. I don't want to be too flashy or dress too little to work either. The so many "don't wants" in my life is giving me a huge headache when I'm choosing working clothes.

Since the company that I'm heading to has a lot of guys, it's tough to identify what is proper and what's not in the company. So, observing how other colleagues dress might not be that practical too.

Sign..Everything's giving me problem. Even clothes! So sad.

To end it off, I would like to show you guys two tops I bought from Double Index. Note: Only Positive comments will be accepted. Hoho..

Blue! Nice fashionable color

Yang said this looks ugly. But it looks nice when I'm wearing it.

Will upload pics of me wearing them if I have the chance and remember to take a snap at it.

I found a Job~

2008-06-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

I'm blessed. Seriously blessed in a way or another. I've managed to find a job from one of the companies that came to NTU's campus interviews. Since it was a small-medium size company, I seriously don't expect them to hire me neither do i expect them to hired me who have no knowledge on C++.

Yup! C++ programming language. I know. Lots of friends are giving me the 'Ew~' looks once they noticed that I'm suppose to do lots of programming in my job. It's not that bad. Frankly speaking I kind of like programming. I don't know if I love programming but I know I don't mind doing programming for now. So here I am anticipating to becoming a Software development engineer on 1st July 2008.

Guess I'll update you guys more about it once I start work. Good luck for me.

I'm a Graduate!

2008-06-06T08:55:00.003+08:00

Finally! After 4 long years of study, I'm a graduate and I've gotten a 2nd Class Honors in the Upper Division. Yeppi~ So happy.

But still...I've only manage to score a B+ for my FYP. Everyone around me is getting an A or A-. Hai.. Furthermore, I've done a lot in my FYP. Somethings just doesn't tallies . Being hardworking and trying your best sometimes just ain't enough. There might be a little bit of luck and other factors needed.

It'll be a black mark in my memories and no matter how much I forget about it, I can't. I can't stop getting a little bit depress when thinking about it as well.

Shaggy is here

2008-06-04T20:49:00.003+08:00

Yes! I'm Shaggy these few days. I've been going to back to NTU for their campus interviews. It's extremely tiring! Just feel like lying around at home after 2 consecutive. Hai. Completed my 3rd day of campus interview. Yearning to finish off tomorrow's interview with Singtel. Tomorrow will be the last day of campus interview and I'll be a free person again.

Come to think of it, maybe too free is not good as well. Since some of my friends had started searching jobs online!! Have to work hard in finding a job too! Gambatte ne Wahwah~

Argh..results releasing at midnight. Horror. Hopefully i do well this semester. I wouldn't want to 'da bao' for my last semester in Uni. *Touch all the wood/paper I see*

Interview Horrors

2008-05-27T18:40:00.004+08:00

It's a few days before Campus interviews starts and it's giving me the anxiety I HATE to feel. I even had nightmare a week before the first day of it. My past experience of my first interview is haunting me. Argh. Everytime I talked to someone about my fear, I get back the same old answers. " Just be calm and confident. It'll be fine." But that's exactly easier said than done.

I know what I should do too. But I didn't do what I should during my first interview. I panicked and freaked out. HAI! Furthermore, I can't think clearly if I'm anxious. So how am i suppose to act normal.

Then, all my friends will tell me just go for more interviews. I'm doing it now and I'm hating the tension that I have to go though before that actual day arrive. My mind keeps telling me "It's coming. You've got to prepare for it." Even though I know it but I get breathing difficulty everytime I think about it. Not to mention about trying to prepare for it.

Moreover, I don't think that I stand a high chance getting hired there. Like my friend said:" the whole school without jobs are going for campus interview". ==> That really gives me all the encouragement I've need. =(

I've signed up for an account in Facebook.

2008-05-26T17:35:00.005+08:00

Yes. Finally an account in Facebook. I've been reluctant to have one account in Facebook ever since it got popular. I don't find that there's a real need to one since I've been using Friendster to stay in touch with my friends. Till now, I still can't really say that I needed one.

It's so much more complicated than Friendster. What's the point of having something more complicated, difficult to use and understand yet serving the same purpose as another simpler and user-friendly system?

Futhermore, I can't seem to login everytime ever since I've gotten an account. Does it happens to you too? Or it is only me? This is really pissing me off. Facebook should feel honored that someone who doesn't like him very much had decided to try to like him. With this faulty problem that it has, I'm even more firm and resolute as to why I hate Facebook so much.

The two reasons why I gave it a try are that
1) I'm bored and free now.
2) Amazingly most of my friends are on it and some of them doesn't even have a Friendster account.
And the reason why I place this at the end of my entry is that I totally feel that it's an insignificant paragraph to be included into my entry. I've added it just so that people might questioned me to: "Why someone who dislike Facebook this much is getting a Facebook account? " And that paragraph would have answered to your queries if you are one of the people I'm talking about.

Thinking Back

2008-04-26T19:43:00.005+08:00

My last exam is on the 29th of this month. After it, I still have an oral presentation. Once I've finish with my presentation, I have completed my curriculum as a engineering undergrad. It's something I been looking forward to. Every undergraduate are looking forward to it. I thought the feeling will be the same as graduating from your secondary school/poly or JC. You know happy and feeling excited to embrace what's ahead. But the feeling is rather different. I not implying that i'm unhappy, just that uni.'s system is a whole lot different. Being someone who's not clever, I've pulled through these four years with my hard work. Well, I don't know if it paid off since I'm still not sure what class of honors I'll be getting. But I'm glad and proud to say that I've been really hardworking at some point of time in my life. I can't forget the days where I stayed up late in school just to study. Most of time I'm studying alone and thinking back about those times surprised even myself. I never thought I have that determination in me to stay in school to mug. I emailed the lecturers to make an appointment with them so that they can clarify my doubts. I spend time communicating with my lecture notes and do my tutorials before attending them. There are times that I did put in effort and I'm glad I did. Even if my grades doesn't show, I'm glad I tried my best and not waste my time away. I'm proud and I feel that I'm able and confident.

It might looks like I'm boosting or something, but I believe that everyone had similar experiences as me. And thinking back about these experiences never fails to boost up your confidence a little. I glad and satisfied.

And I hope that with this little confidence boost, I'll be able to face the working world a lot more better.

Sometimes I feel that I can understand why people wants to commit suscide...

2008-04-24T15:35:00.003+08:00

That place is suppose to be filled with warm and love. It's suppose to make people yearn to come back. But to me, this place is never the way it is suppose to be. I can't help but feel depress, sad, miserable and trapped.

Everywhere I see in that place is filled with evidence of her presence. Her abnormal self. I want to do something about it. I want but there's nothing much I can really do. Trying to reverse her actions will only cause a quarrel. I don't want a quarrel neither do I want to let her do what she want. Some times I can't help it but feel like blaming her for all the unhappiness that she had caused. I know it's not right since its not that she really wants to. The only thing that I am capable of doing is to run away. But that is not a place where I can run away forever. I have to go to that place sometimes and running away from that place makes me feel that I'm just running away from my problems.

I want to be normal, be insignificant. Just want to hide away from this harsh reality. I tried to brush it aside and not to think about it whenever I can. I tried to look forward to going back that place. Psycho-ed myself many times to look on the bright side. But I cant. I really cant. I want to stay strong but it's far from possible to me...

彩云国物语 aka Saiunkoku Monogatari

2008-04-22T22:38:00.003+08:00

A truly magnificent anime that I've been watching lately. If I'm given a choice I wouldn't categorize it as an anime. To me, It's more like a short fiction Chinese story like 'Xi Yu Ji' or '108 Tiao Hao Han'. By now you would have know that the story set in the ancient china. In short, this story is about an upright lady who dream of becoming a governor so that she is able to care of the citizens in her country. (In the ancient times, the court had always been dominated by men and women were forbidden to take the exams.) She knows that her dream will never come true but she never give up in her dream. And the turning point of her life begins on the day where she agree to become the temporary 'wife' of the emperor. Of course, the emperor nor she came up with this decision. It was the higher governors who requested for her assistance to guide the presently uninterested emperor into ruling the country. Being the daughter of a poor low rank governor, she agreed upon hearing the price they offered. Her duty: to make the emperor attend to his duties! Her journey begins here but it didn't end here. Of course, she manage to hold a governor post in the anime but how and what other difficulties did she face? For those questions, I'll leave it for you guys to answer them after watching it.

Is there romance in it? There are quite a few but I would say that it wasn't the story's main focus so there's only parts of these episodes that contain lovey-dovey scenes. But I got to say that the men drewn in these story are ATTRACTIVE! Lol.. Not that all of them physically attractive but all of them have their own personalities which are attractive depending on the type you like.

But do note that the story can be pretty confusing at some point of time. Since the people in the court are brilliantly talented/clever in their own way, it might be hard to understand some of the schemes they are plotting. Moreover, the subtitles are in Chinese for some of the episodes I've watched. (Chinese~ Something I've return to my teachers long ago. I'm never good at it tot. =~( )

There's in fact 2 seasons to this anime. Each is 39 episodes long. Pretty long eh? Lol.. Well I believe you will enjoy watching it and still wanting for more. Haha..fine! That might only occur to me but it never hurt to watch the first episode of the anime before deciding on whether to continue or not.

MIA but am back for dunno how long(Lol)

2008-04-19T20:11:00.004+08:00

Aye~

I know what you guys are going to tell me once I had my chatter box up. Must be one of the statements below, so I'm just going to post up my replies below them (lol):

1) You lazy bum. So lazy to even update your blog?
Wah: Sorry la.. Everyone are lazy at some point of time.

2)What the *(&%$^! You never post anything after your previous post stating the entires you want to type about. I was looking forward to reading one of them you know? Afterwards, you stopped blogging for like a few months, are you kidding me?
Wah: Haha..Not funny meh? I see liao also find myself pretty funny leh. So ironic right?

3)Auntie, how come after you left your blog to rot, the chatter box disappeared too. You did it on purpose right? So that I cannot scold you through your chatter box.
Wah: It's Lady btw, not auntie. The chatter box disappear on its own. This was just a coincident ok? I'm not that evil as to remove my chatter box so that you cannot scold me ok?

4)My goddness, you're alive!
Wah: Ya lah. Alive and kicking. Just lazy to move my fingers to blog.

I'm blogging..

2007-12-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i've blogged. Now that i'm back to blog once again, I don't know what I should blog about. I've been wanting to blog about a lot of things. Some of them are

1)My new found love: Gakuen Alice(manga)
2)Crappy Stuff that Me and Mehmeh does
3)Horrific Exam (My last paper)
4)Final Year Project progress
5)My school's canteen
6)My Christmas cum anniversary present
7)Yang's love for Crystal Red Shrimps.

Note that they are not ranked or placed in any order. They are just random stuff that I want to nag,complain,tell,shout,share on. =) I wouldn't be blogging all of them today but if anything that might interest you, do drop a msg on my chatterbox and I'll consider blogging on it then. Lol.

What I want to blog about today is on Changi Airport Terminal 3's Open House~

Yeah, it's a wish come true since I was dying to have a look at it during my exams. One thing that most of you would have guess and got it correct was that it looks futuristic. So outstanding as compared to Terminal 1 & 2 that mehmeh said that T1&2 should seriously consider some renovations. I really like the grand and creative design of the interior as well. There's the Green wall, butterfly garden, the areas where seats are provided and a small Jurassic-look-a-like corner that really interest me.

My thoughts on the first look at the Green wall were: 'Looks pretty normal plants to me. What's all so special about it that they want to give it a special name and list it as one of the attractions?'. After I discover that the toilets windows allows you to see through the Green wall, i start to realize that the Green wall is a brilliant method to decorate the place and to allow people to look at the crowds walking around on the ground floor while easing(gents). But that's for Gents only (Info from mehmeh). A corner of the Ladies as shown below.

Picture taken in the Ladies showing the green wall.

On the guide that was provided, it showed a section call 'Butterfly garden'. They'll most probably place some butterflies into that place and let people enjoys some close contact with the butterflies like the Butterfly Park at Sentosa. Since the Butterfly garden was close during my visit and no butterflies was seen. Kind of disappointing.

Picture taken showing the butterfly garden.

There are seats everywhere after you pass through the 'gate' (the 'gate' where you have to go into to wait for your plane). All of them are nicely designed and blend in nicely with the surroundings.

Picture showing mehmeh on one of the seats. (Thumbs up!)

Last but not least, some pictures showing the small Jurassic-look-a-like corner that I've mentioned previously (with a two really cute dinos in it.lol).

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Dino 1 in Jurassic Park

Dino 2 in Jurassic Park

Changi Airport Terminal 3 Open House

2007-11-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

I want to go! For goodness sake, it looks amazing. I want to see it! Argh~ Why am I having examinations at this point of time? This is truly torturing.

For the peeps and couples who want to go and have a look too, further details can be found from this webby: http://www.changiairport.com/t3/openhouse/ .

Am having 0% motivation and drive to study. After noticing Changi Airport T3's OH , I'm having -100% motivation and drive to study. =~(

Movie of The Month

2007-11-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

I bet everyone have seen computer graphics(CG) used in great movies. Like LOTRs, Transformers and so on...

But no one has watch one which is created entirely with the use of CG. From it's scenery to the humans in the movie. EVERYTHING is human-generated. How possibly can a movie be great when everything seems so unrealistic? How can anyone be captured by a story that uses CG technique? It's like comparing a movie filmed with real people to an animated movie like Nemo. But Berwolf made it come true. It looks like a break through to me. Seriously, I never gave much thought about watching that show and never have high expectations about that movie. Ironically, the movie makes me realize just how fast humans are progressing in technology.

Berwolf a movie got to caught. Not for the story but for the graphics. Worth it.

HRM is over!!

2007-10-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ The most time consuming module is finally over. Well, there's still the exams
but WHO CARES. Lol...Super duper irritating module...
At least, I gain something from it..and check out what I've gained below=P

My Tutorial Class. The one in the middle is Richard(He's SUPER NICE)!

My Project Group:(From left) Christopher, Joo Jin, Bryan,me,Krystina and Xiaohan Caught the 'gays' red-handed

I've got a super nice tutor and a super united group.What more can I ask for?
FYI:
Christopher is my Industrial Attachment colleague. He's clever and humorous. Always make super weird acronyms like NN which stands for 'niao niao' (peeing) -__-"
Joo Jin aka JJ (Lin) is my primary school's senior!! No kidding man. Moreover, he knows the brothers of my primary school friends (Helen,Anna and Xiao yun). This world is just so amazingly small..
Bryan ah..he gave me the scariest time of my life. Driving without direction is just the ultimate. I took a few hrs to get home when he drove me home. Never felt so lost in Singapore before.
Krystina is our welfare!! Love her (supplements) so much.. The sweets..the chocolates..the tibits..the noodles...and the farewell cookies! Thank you gal, you've caught my heart with all the goodies.
Xiaohan is the youngest in our group(one yr younger than me). She's our lunch/dinner alarm clock. Never fails to inform us not to skip our lunch/dinner. Thank you for the farewell gift too. =P

Yeap..Love them all lots lots...

My Freaky Schedule

2007-10-12T04:58:00.001+08:00

It's just super scary what year 4s gotta complete

Next week:
BOS presentation
Submission of BOS report
Professional Communication Sildes and test-run presentation
FYP meeting (Have to do something to show prof)
Image processing Quiz(Lecturer:'Very easy,no need to study.'--->ya,right!)

To be completed within 3 weeks:
Prof. com presentation
Design Presentation plus report
FYP progress report
Image processing Assign report
(Multimedia--dunno quiz or assign. report)
(Another quiz or assign. report for Artificial Intelligence & Data Mining)

After 3 weeks of hell..EXAMINATIONS for 3 more weeks...
After exams, 1 freaking month of FYP.
After FYP, last sem of schooling..

How to How to How to....this is madness...how to start studying for exams when there's so many reports and quiz and presentation to prepare for..Uni students are not super man or woman wor.. Ialready have white hair liao..dun wanna have receding hairline too! I dun wanna become botak!!!

Depress...

2007-10-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

I need hope..Someone..anyone..give me some hope..

Mars and Moon Viewing

2007-08-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

The news said that tomorrow 12.30 to 12.45 am we can actually see the 'two' moons. One is mars and the other is moon. This is one article posted on NASA regarding this event.

http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2007/21aug_hurtlingtomars.htm

But i still have lots of doubts as to are we able to see it with our naked eyes or do we need a telescope. And the article mentioned that it can be seen at 3am but SG's news said 12.45am. So is it 3am for western countries and 12.45am for SG or 3am for everyone in the world?
Most probably is the latter one. So I'll try to see if I can catch a glimpse of it at 12.30-12.45am then.

Overly Stress

2007-08-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

CMI sia. Year 4 is a tough year. I've always been confident that if I put in effort, I will be able to accomplish anything. Now, I'm starting to doubt it. Doubt myself, my abilities, my character, the real me.. It's all NTU's fault! Lol..

I love what I am studying now but it's just too much things to do and time is SUPER limited. After school, all I want to do is to go home and rot. (Rotting is a past-time to me.) But all I am doing is study, study and study. Even on the train or bus, I'll be reading BOS(Blue Ocean Strategy book required to be read by HRM module) book. First thing I do when I reach home is to switch on my laptop and watch online videos? NO! Switch on to do my reports. Rushing for everything. I started early since I am always slow and lousy in writing reports. I know my weakness and so I started early to do my report. But starting early doesn't help at all. I'm still struggling to finish things on time.One FYP and one resume assignment are not enough. Mulitimedia System module wants to join in and it did. Great..just so prefect. Year 4 == no life. Super no life.

I've been so busy that when I slack, I start to get scare. Scare of what? Scare of slacking too much and not be able to finish my stuff, scare that once I slack I don't have the drive to get back into my study mood. Scare of everything. Scare of the predictable and the unpredictable. Ridiculous it might have sound but it's true.

It's scary just how much stress a person can take before he/she goes mad. I wonder just how much pressure do you need to make someone to become so desperate that he/she would run away from everything and throw away everything he/she used to cherish. Will I ever become one of them? I'm not strong. I know friends who are and I really admire them. I really tried to be strong but I couldn't and broke down in front of my beloved. I don't want to show the weaker side of me to him. I don't but I can't help it. I can't stop the tears. It's tiring and being alone in school is tiring.

When will this nightmare ever end? Will next semester be better? I hope so and I can't wait to get out of this place. It has changed me so much that at a point like this, I'm afraid of how much it is going to change of me in my last year.
Have I gone berserk? Going to..Haha..

If you think this only happens to me, then I'll tell you something. Out of 4 of my friends in their final year in NTU, 3 of them have a 'stress' word as their msn nick.
Amazing.

Now that I finished typing this entry, I've discovered one thing. I'm rushing through this entry too. Hai...

As Promised..Pics of my spoilt bags

2007-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

The handle is dying.

What did I put in it? Nothing much ok?

Moral of the story: Never buy bags. Waiting for ur boyfriend to buy one LV or Gucci bag for you. Haha.

My ideal bag is:

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Prefect! Waterproof somemore. What more can you ask for. Lol..

My Birthday's Coming! (Part 2)

2007-08-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

My new school bag is spoiling soon! Argh! I've only used for a week or so. Darn...I hate bags and shoes and they hate me. The strap of the bag is damaged. I don't know how long before it can stand before it give away. Maybe a month? Argh! *messing my hair* It's so so SO freaking fustrating man. My fury purple bag spoilt within a few month I think and now my glittery bag is spoiling too. Is it me or is it the quality of bag and shoes are getting low and lower. Darn it man. DARN DARN DARN *Runs around, shouting* To add cooking oil into burning fire, my friend ask me if I bought the glittery bag for 5 dollars. WTH, I got it for $25.90 lor. How could I not waste money if these type of sickening things keep happening to me?

*After calm down*
Ok peeps, let's get down to business. I want a pretty school bag which means one that is nice looking,does not have a common design and is able to fit my A4 size file, a book, my big pencil case, water bottle, 3/4 purse, phone, umbrella and some junks. Yeah..I know it's be big. Most importantly, it gotta be SUPER durable just like duracell batteries! (I'm getting more and more out of point recently and I know it. So please understand and don't bother to correct me.Bwahaha.)

Oh ya, I've checked out some beauty stuff that I want to try leh.. So if you want can also buy for me for my birthday. Like the acne patch which is so expensive that I can't seem to make myself buy it. I want to try some eye mask or eye lotion/cream which removes dark circles and eye bags. Bwahaha..

Lastly, If you find it troublesome to go look for those things, fret not, for you can donate to the WWGT fund! Bwahaha Bwahaha!!!
PS: I will post some pictures for my @*&$(%^ spoilt purple furry bad and *#(%^#% going-to-spoil glittery bag soon!

Ex Ex's Birlhday!

2007-08-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

I wanna blog today since i feel that I would not blog much once i start school. But I'm not in a good blogging mood today. Haha..I don't know why I feeling this depressed all of a sudden. Maybe because my period is coming (My guess). So sad and depress that I just wanna run away...from everything. Haha..but I would be blogging an emo entry today la..I shall be strong. Yup, so here's what I've been doing recently.

Ex's birthday is coming so me and xuan planned to make apple muffins for her. We remembered her telling us she loves apple muffins. Seriously, I never feel that baking is so tough even though I used to set fire to my oven when I baked cookies. The toughest part is to batter everything together. You can't batter too much nor too little (This calls for experience and me and xuan are still lacking of it.). Xuan is obviously better than me in any aspect. Haha.. But I managed to do a good job too la. We only managed to make edible apple muffins on our last try (Heng Ah! God bless us. I feel so relieved!). I don't have any pictures for it since all the pictures are in xuan's camera. So I'll have to wait for her to send me or blog on it so I can just link to her blog =P.

Yup and yesterday was Ex's day with us to celebrate her birthday. We were supposed to meet up with her in the afternoon to celebrate at New York New York with chonglin and the gang then dinner shall be the 3 couples( me,ex,xuan and all our bfs). Frankly speaking, New York New York's food is delicious and FILLING. We made cotton candy on our own to eat. The bakerzin strawberry cake was absolutely fantastic. We had an enjoyable dinner and took lots of photographs there. I liked the atmosphere at that time. Although I'm not close to chonglin that gang, I still kind of manage to fit in. All of us never speak much to everyone due to the 'weird' sitting arrangement but everyone was that for a common purpose. Needless to say, the common purpose is to celebrate June's birthday.

Lunch ended and next was dinner at Holland V. Well we were at Holland V but none of us were hungry( All thanks to New York New York. ) except for the two who weren't there during lunch. So after a quick dinner, we head to eski bar. Haha..I love their winter clothes. Truly, deeply, madly super kawai and pretty. Haha.. had a few drinks there and took lots of photographs. Enjoyed the service of the waiter since he's so humourous and friendly. Showed June the muffins we made. She was surprised and happy. But we failed to make her cry. Haha..Anyway, I don't think she'll cry so easily so I guess we'll have to try harder next year.
PS: Pictures will be uploaded after they are sent to me.

Lastly, we travel our way down to k-sters to sing KTV. Everyone is so damn good la. Haha..only me..Hai..As usual la. But what made it worst was when I suddenly felt so freaking sleepy than I can't really concentrate. I've been trying to change my sleeping hours recently by sleeping before 12 everyday so I wouldn't be late for any lectures once school starts. So I kind of like turned off with Meh Meh during the KTV session. Argh. Otherwise, it would have been a prefect day for June. Sorry dear~ *pull my ears*

Only managed to crawl to bed at 3 am plus. Now, I'm just trying hard to prepare myself for a tough school semester. If only time stops for me to take a breath..If only FYP ain't stressful...If only I can escape last year of Uni life..If only...*Shakes head* I need to be strong and I will be.

Oh ya,one more thing. The title to this entry is written in prefect 'sa la' English just to spite June cause the 'Birthday' word for her strawberry cake was spelt with the missing horizontal stroke for the letter 't'(All thanks to our blurness.). =P

My Birthday is Coming!

2007-07-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

There's a lot of stuff I want to type on my blog so that I can share daily stuff that I've encounter with my friends. Haha..you'll never know who will drop by your blog to read and just to say a simple hi right? It's nice to see if someone has dropped by and had read my entries or added some message for me in my chatterbox. It makes me feel that I've not been forgotten by my friends even if we don't meet often.
I believe that blogging ain't important only to me and my friends as well since I can clearly yet indirectly tell them what I need/want for my birthday right? Hehe..So they don't have to crack their brains and worry if I like the present or not. Bwahaha.. but of course it doesn't mean that you definitely have to buy something that is in my list, it's fine with me if you buy something which you would like to give me on my birthday too. =P
Ah..here goes my list of wants:
1) Comfortable pillow for me to rest my head so that my neck wouldn't ache in the morning.
2) Some shoes: slipper, sneakers or heels but have to have sole ok? If possible I would like to have more durable shoes since I'm good at spoiling every single shoes I have.
3) Spectacles (thinking of telling Meh Meh to get this since he also grumbles that my spectacle looks ugly..*@#%&^)
4)Some 'bao yang pin' ..Like eye cream, pore minimizer lotion,facial wash,toner,moisturizer..bla bla.. (Just very into these things recently.)
5) Clothes or earrings..
And that's all! Bwahaha..I accept hong baos too! I wouldn't mind if you would like to contribute to my charity fund too. It's called the Wah Wah's Graduation Trip Fund (WWGT in short). Bwahaha..Anyway thanks for reading this extremely important entry of mine and hope you have a nice day ahead friends. =P

Most Forceful Gathering I've Attended

2007-07-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

Have gone out with my Junior College's Av Club gathering yesterday. I've went there willingly. Not that I don't want to meet anyone in particular or I don't like them. Just that the method they used was a wee bit drastic. I agree it's my wrong for backing out at the last minute yesterday. But I was really very tired so I would prefer a rest more than anything else so I decided not to go. Anyway, they've only asked on last Thursday and I wasn't very sure if I'll go since I know I'll be quite tired. Even though I agreed and back out the last minute doesn't mean you guys have to do sure drastic stuff for me to go.
Cf and Ping called me to persuade me to go.Since the coincidentally called at the same time, I created a conference for us to talk together.

Cf: Where are you?
Me: Home. Haha..I'm not going. Tired.
Ping: Ya lor, How can don't go? Cf persuade her to go leh.
Cf: Ping? Where are u?
Ping: I'm waiting for Guan to come fetch me to meet you all. He haven't reach my house yet..bla bla... I'll tell Guan to go her house fetch her later..
(Ping lives near me.)
Cf: Ya lor ..Why you don't want to come?
Ping: Don't care her la..
Ping: LW so we go ur house fetch you hor? Be ready by then.
Me: Huh!
Ping: Cf let's hang up!

After that, all I can hear is 'du du du' . WTH...
Argh! I rushed to prepare and when I'm walking towards my wardrobe, my phone rang again.

Me: Hello?
Ping: We are downstairs already. You ready already?
Me: Hello! You called just 2 minutes before. I'm not a stripper leh. How can I possibly finish changing so soon?
Ping: Hehe..OK..We'll wait for you downstairs.

Zzz...In a few minutes time, I discovered myself sitting on Guan's car. (I should have known. I'm totally not firm at all. Just like what MehMeh said about me..Hai..) Nevertheless, the gathering was quite fun and we were at Settler's cafe for 2 hours before we head to K-ster for KTV! All thanks to Mr George who treated all of us to free KTV on a Sunday! Check out the pictures we took at K-ster below:

Ps: Thanks guys for an enjoyable day. But no more drastic acts from you guys pls. =P

(Left to Right) Krow Me Ping and Guan

(Left to Right) Me Ping Cf and Krow

Me trying very hard to look more energetic with Tambourine
(Not funny ok?)

Kimi Wa Petto

2007-07-14T13:52:00.000+08:00

Lol..Have been chasing this Jdrama called Kimi Wa Petto. It's not a current drama. It's released since 2003 but it's freaking nice to watch. Lol..I'm actually kind of bored about drama which have female dressing up as male for some reason and bla bla... You know like Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu and a Kdrama called Coffee Prince( introduced to me by my friend MJ).
Kimi Wa Petto is about this lady who have almost everything. She is pretty, 172cm tall, high education and high income as a journalist. A successful and capable lady. Too capable that her boyfriend, who is shorter than her and feeling inferior, left her. She is a lady with lots of pride so she never show any weak side of her to anyone and neither does she cry in front of anyone. Just when everything doesn't work well for her, she found someone lying in a box in front of her estate. Naturally, she bring him home and took care of him. When he was all better, he wanted to stay. She told him to be her pet MoMo( a dog) if he wants to stay in her house and he agreed! o.0 Sounds a bit ridiculous in the first place but after finishing all the 10 episodes, I kind of feel that it's not so ridiculous at all. In fact, it's really a sweet and heartwarming drama.
Singapore should have more meaningful J and K dramas like this. Oh well, do catch it if you have the time.

Nu Ren Wo Zui Da!!

2007-07-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

Have been catching this variety show called 'Nu Ren Wo Zui Da' on crunchyroll.com. I find it very enriching and strongly encourages all the girls to watch it when you have the time. One bad thing about the episodes uploaded on crunchyroll is that it never really tells you what they'll be discussing about so you just have to load and watch in order to know. Kind of troublesome if you don't really want to watch fashion like me. Lol.. but I'm free now so i don't mind watching still.

Some stuffs that I've bought after watching the show and discovering the essential of UV protection! Very important! I used to have this mind set that I can always start protecting my skin after I start work and have a stable income. After watching a few episodes, I suddenly have a strong urge to start trying to protect my face. I don't like regrets and I definitely don't want unhealthy complexion and found out that it's too late to improve it. I feel that this is the prefect timing( or sooner) that all of us should start using some skin care products. It don't have to be expensive to be good but you've just got to get the right one for you. Moreover, I'm in my last year of Uni which means that things will only get tougher from now on. Stress is part of the reason and most of the reason for a lot of girls to have bad complexion. So, I made up my mind to really go but some useful skin care products.

And TA DA presenting Garnier's UV protection lotion for daily usage and Pond's Cold Cream Deep Cleanser for washing off my UV lotion after a day of usage. Note: The cleanser is really oily...Lol.. but oily == good since it can really remove all the lotion/ light makeup that you've put on. The lotion does make my skin even more oil than it is ...lol ...so I always bring along my oil blotter with me as well ... but I guess it will work great with non-oily skin.

PS:Be sure to leave some tips for me if you find it useful for me=P.

Rounding Up

2007-07-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

Been lazy recently to blog and busy. Busy with going out and meeting friends and stuff.
It's great to know that some friends have already graduated from universities and are darn right cheerful and relief and enjoying their freedom. Great to know that everyone is happy with what they are doing.
Have been meeting my ex and xuan and their bfs too. I never thought that I would even go on group dates where everyone can really enjoy themselves. I only read those group dates in fiction stories and I never believe it could happen to me and Mehmeh. I mean this is the first time I've seen Mehmeh really enjoying himself with my group of friends. He dun really mingle well with my NTU guy friends and i seldom bring him along when i go out with girls. So it's kind of happy that we've found a small clique of people that we can go out with and do stuff as a group. So nice ...but kind of feel that it's going to be short-lived happiness since xuan is graduating and both,ex and me, are starting school. When will be out next gathering? Hai..
Just went out with Jac and Joan and Yun yesterday for Jac's birthday celebration. We ate at New York New York. Food's delicious but the pricing is a wee bit steep. Lol ... I not rich so bo bian, have to be stringy little miss wahwah. We went to Yun's house to play Majhong afterwards. Long time never touch or play Majhong till I've kind of forget some of the rules. Lol...terrible. I played with Yun's dog,Ashley, too and she's so cute and just so 'tao ren xi huan'. Too bad Jac and Joan are afraid of 'furry things' -_-". Ate supper before everyone went home. All thanks to Yun for driving everyone home. So nice and sweet of her. Great to know everyone is ok and meeting them makes me miss those days where we are able to gather together and gossip more often than nowadays.
I'm a person who cherish friends greatly even in the past. Maybe that is why I am extremely vulnerable and will be bothered with friendships which doesn't work out. Just thinking about those things makes me scare. I do know the fact that friendship takes two to make it happen and it might not really be my fault/problem if things doesn't go well. But I just can't help feeling worried and sad by it. (Of course there are times which is really my wrong too.) I guess it's just me. Something about me that up till now I still can't really categorise it as a good characteristic or a bad one. Lol..
Especially to Jac:Happy Birthday Jac and Jia You for your final exams.

Open Source Productivity Tools Course

2007-06-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

The title of the entry is the name for the inter-semester module that I'm taking now. Yes, it sounds 'chim'. I wold have never choose it if not for my encounter with Firefox web browser during my Industrial Attachment. Being required to build extensions for Firefox web browser, 'forces' me to get into contact with the Mozilla community (they are the ones who developed Firefox web browser). It really puzzles me as to why would any one wants to distribute 'free' software like Firefox web browser. Why is this web browser gaining more users even thought Internet Explorer is so common and widely available? Why does Firefox's forum have so many devoted and dedicated members ? Why!!??
This module which I'm currently taking explains all my doubts. Seriously, I find it interesting to learn about politics which the cyber arena. Lol.. You get to know the history of open source tools or what is known as FLOSS --Free/Libre Open Source Software. In the beginning, like anyone who has a right mind, I tend to associate 'Free' with the 'Free of charge' meaning. Well, it's partially correct but that is not the actual meaning. The actual meaning is that the source code of the software is available as well, enabling people to looking at it and modify it to their liking.
Adding on, I never in my entire life knows about so many free software that we can download and use legally. More importantly, the are quite similar to Microsoft software. Eg: you have the Open Office tools which consists of tools similar to Microsoft word or presentation. Cool huh...For 'free' you can also use 'The Gimp' which have similar functions as the Photoshop. There's more la. Lol...
I even learn about a new type of copyright which is called cc. Instead of the traditional 'All rights reserved' , it indicates 'Some rights reserved'. Aiya..there's just so much juicy stuff during the lessons.
I maybe alone during the lectures, I maybe yawning most of the time, I maybe the one of the six girls among forty plus guys...but I'm sure I made the right choice in taking up this elective.

Animal Resort Trip

2007-06-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hm..Is it last Saturday or the previous one? Anyway, on one of June's Saturday, Me ,Ex and Xuan and all our boyfriends went on a trip to Animal resort. Sounds familiar or have you never hear before? It's not Zoo ok? Lol...Since most of the photographs are in Xuan's camera ( I've no idea when she will have time to upload it.) and June (my ex) have recently posted her entry on our Animal Resort Trip, I don't feel the need to replicate the entry. So here's the link to my ex's blog: www.sweet-devilz.blogspot.com . Remember to visit k? Hehe...
[The lazy way of updating blog.--- My unique way.=)]

I love my Meh Meh!

2007-06-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

He wants me to help him check whether blogger is working properly. --> Purpose of this entry.

IA is ending!!

2007-06-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! I've never feel so happy before. It's hard to describe this feeling.. Lol.. It feel better than celebrating National Day!! Tomorrow will be the last day of my Industrial Attachment. I can't wait for it to end since it indicates the beginning of more long yearn holiday. Moreover, I'll be going to Animal Resort with Ex, Xuan and their boyfriends. Meh meh is going too. I've never been there before and I wanna wanna GO!! Lol.. So looking forward to Saturday. We planning to makan at Ya Kun in the morning and go there on Steven's lorry and we'll go some place to have a nice enjoyable dinner. That day will definitely be memorable. Hehe..
Adding on, I can officially slack at work! Lol..cause I've just finish writing my research paper and handled to Mr Huang. I don't know if he'll tell me to revise it but that will not be an issue for now when he haven't look through it. For now, all I can do is to SLACK. Wee Wee!
Keke... I'm also wanna meet up with Jac and Joan and Ping and so many more friends! I hope I can meet up with everyone at least once before the beginning of my 4th year in NTU. Final year in university, SUX. I believe I'll be more stress than ever. FYP, 4th year modules(cannot fail any of them),Grad trip (Japan hopefully), Job( Interviews..resume..CV..) and Results ..ARGH! So many stuff to worry about. If only everything can just fall in place smoothly which most probably they wouldn't.
IA is ending but it's the beginning of another tiring and lonely year in Uni. Why am I sure a worrier and why isn't there anything that doesn't needs me to worry about???

KaWaIi~ Baby Rabbits!!

2007-06-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

I got 2 baby rabbits are my house!! Yeah~ Mama wants it so sister brought two home after her friend's rabbit gave birth. Super kawaii!!! Lol..One is brown in color and the other is white. The white one super fat (compared to the brown one) that is why me and sister prefer to play with the brown one.
When you take them out from the cage, you can easily hug them close to you with two hands!! That's how small they are but they'll got till quite big next time. I've seen the adult rabbits and they not as cute as they are when they are young. That is why I'll cherish the moments I have with them when they are young. Whaha~ (evil grin) I know it's not right to have this kind of feelings towards animals. But I can't help it. I'm not a rabbit fan so I know I can't stand adult size rabbits jumping around my house. Anyway, no worries guys cause my sister and mama will take care of them even if they've grown. For now, I'll just cuddle, touch and hug them before they got big.
Oh ya... when you hold the brown rabbit and rock it like a baby, it' feel sleepy and it's eyes will become smaller. SUPER DUPER ADORABLE! Haha... we don't know their genders yet as they are too young for us to identify their gender. I hope both of them are of the same gender though. I don't want them to give birth. I heard for my sister that the after birth female rabbit will produce a lot of poo poo. Yes, rabbit poo poo. It's meant for the baby rabbits to eat ( What the heck? Mother telling babies to eat their poo poo.) . Of course, we wouldn't let that happen. But the pile of poo poo will have to be cleared away and it'll be quite troublesome. I don't wanna be 'Qing Qao Fu' ok? So I'll just pray hard for them to be of the same gender(PLS). Lol... Do look at the pictures..(I played with the brown one more so the only picture I have of the white one was when it was in the cage. Lol)

Testing..Ignore this post..Haha

2007-05-23T17:27:00.000+08:00

Wow! I've created a table using HTML!

Movies	Watched/ Haven't watch
Spiderman 3	Watched
Priates of the Carribean	28th May
Fantastic Four	Haven't watch
Transformers	Haven't watch

28 Weeks Later...

2007-05-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

Well..If you like shows that portraits the end of human beings then this is the show for you. I go just cause Meh Meh loves this kind of movies. (" Bei Bi!") No la.. haha...It's a mixture of resident evil and end-of-the-world type of movies. It's about this virus that spreads from human to human and infected people go around killing or infecting more people. Very similar to Resident Evil, I would say, just that the infected in this movie run as fast as normal humans (scary).Somehow, they seem much more clever than zombies in other movies.
Don't watch it if you're like me who prefers happy endings. Lol... ya..I love shows which are fairy tales-like. (I'm not kiddish ok? Just girlish...)
Definite worth the money if you're getting the 7 dollars ticket at The Cathay. Cathay is the cheapest in Singapore for me. I don't know anywhere that sells movie tickets at 7 dollar but it's only from Monday to Wednesday or something. But well, it's 7 dollars leh..Cheap!(Compared to the normal 9 dollars tickets its a good deal.)

Anything and Watever Drinks ...

2007-05-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

This is like so funny. Go check out the Anything and Whatever drinks at www.anything.com.sg .
The television commercials(TVC) for the drinks are even more ridiculous. Makes me and my laugh whole day (It's hilarious!!!).

You can have a look at the Anything drink's TVC at this website too. Just click this guys: http://youtube.com/watch?v=BkR5xg0L1cA .

Btw...you can ballot for NDP tickets starting tomorrow. So remember to go to www.ndp.org.sg tomorrow!! Happy Balloting wor!!

Relieved...Hail to Prof Jiang..

2007-05-17T09:54:00.000+08:00

OMG! I have so many things I need to write. I have my IA report, my fortnight logbook, my fortnight progress report and research paper to complete before the end of my attachments. To add on, I wanna update my blog! Darn, all the typing is making me insane. I'm becoming better and better at my typing skills now but I still can't type without looking at my keyboard. Haha... I have so many things I wanna tell you guys man. Lol... Anyway all will have to wait since I have so many things to finish.
When I'm still in the I-hate-writing state, Prof Jiang (IA NTU tutor) visited us. He told us that we don't have to put so much effort in the IA report and logbook.(He's my saviour!!) Argh..he should have tell us earlier though.
With my IA report close to completion and the logbook chucked aside, I felt so tired yesterday that I fell into deep sleep yesterday night(Hasn't been in deep sleep since a long long time). It was so refreshing. I never realize that I'm so uptight until most of my work are done. I think subconsciously I've been worrying about all my work and I being tiring myself out gradually. Only come to realize it after clearing most of my work. Haha...
All thanks to Prof Jiang. Now, I can eat snake and blog. Yeah..I've been wanting to blog something on Hello Kitty since Meh Meh bought me a series of Hello Kitty miniature display. I wanna show you guys my Hello Kitty collection *beams*. So stay tune!! Whhaha..

Spidey man == tough work

2007-05-17T09:37:00.000+08:00

2 hr plus movie.When I say that it's an action-packed movie,I seriously mean it. 2 hour plus of actions. I seriously can't take it. It was like trying to squeeze all the information into my cute little brain within that two hours. I still believe that it's a watchable movie but if all the movies are to be packed with action. I don't think I'll truly enjoy any of them. I watch movies for one purpose and that is to be brought into another dimension and escape from the reality. That's why most of the movies I'm keener to watch are those fantasy type or romance ( gals fav.) or comedy or from comics.
Moreover, the plot was kind of under-developed. It's like suddenly they hate each other, suddenly they become friends again and suddenly she broke up with him and suddenly they got married. So sudden..too sudden..
I'll rather they spilt this movie into 2, Spiderman 3 and Spiderman 4. Well.. I'll have to pay more but I believe I'll enjoy more too.

SIPDERMAN 3

2007-04-27T09:50:00.000+08:00

I've booked tickets to watch Spiderman 3 with Meh Meh liao!! Anyone who want to watch it on 1st of May at Vivo at 1220pm can tell me..I can book tickets for you too. Reminder: Tickets are selling fast!!!

Btw...Go check out Felicia Chin's blog if you are free at www.feliciasrainbow.blogspot.com .

Some pics i took from her blog ( cute la...so i 'kop' ! Whaha.Hope she wun mind. =P)

It's fated..

2007-04-26T09:47:00.000+08:00

After reading one of my seondary school's friend blog entry, I felt sad for her and myself(haha). I'm not close to her so I've never knew the kind of problems she faces which her family. (Anyway, I just happen to found her blog add. so I took a look at how she is...blah blah..) She mentioned about not being able to get along with her sisters and she trying to please her mum. It's terrible to know these situation about you friend and know that there's nothing you can do to ease her mind. It's fated that we are born in the families we are born in. We can't change anything, Neither can we change the fact that we are biological connected. We have to accept the fact that we are a family regardless of how much we dislike each other. Reading her blog bring back memories, unpleasent ones. I empathy her.
It's never a simple task to go back home and all you see are people who treat you worst than their friends. Communication been two person is always a complex topic where everyone have to learn and make use of till they die.
I never have a 'good' family and i never will. When I was young, I hated my sister. We used to quarrel over almost anything. "She was selfish and a hypocrite. Always acted like a nice person around her friends." That was what I used to think of her. It was only after my parents divorce then did our relationship grew. We can go out shopping together now. Just the two of us. She tells me things and i lend her my nitendo to play with. I don't know we had such a 'dramatic' change. Maybe cause we've grown mature or maybe cause my parents divorced and we can only talk among siblings. Come to think of it, I can never enjoyed family life last time and I never could after the divorce.
It hurts everytime Meh Meh tell me about him not getting along with his mum or his grandmother.( He lives with his parents and grandparents. How forunate right?) I can't shun away because he expects me to listen to him when he is sad. When he speaks, nothing really gets into my brain. The only thought I keep on having was "At least they are alive and you all are living under one roof."
Wost of all, I can't do anything to salvage the marriage. All I could do at that point of time was to receieved the pain that it brings alone and "Leave it to the adults to handle." (That was what I was told by almost everyone and anyone since I was going to have my A levels. ). How ironic can this be? Children of the family are the ones who feel the impact the most yet there is nothing they can do to aviod it. "You shall reap what you sow." --> Ya right!Doesn't make any sense to me now.
The only thing I can relate this situation to is fate. Non-scientific beliefs to find a possible solution to ease my own mind. It shall remain a wound that not even Meh Meh can understands.

200 Pounds Beauty

2007-04-26T09:19:00.001+08:00

I've watched 200 Pounds Beauty with meh meh last Friday. Before the movie, we had our dinner at Hill Top Restaurant. FYI, only go there if you can drive or you have a friend driving. It's located near the Jurong Bird Park. There's actually two restaurants there. A Teppanyaki and the other one sells Indonesian Foodies. (Do remember to make reservation first cause it can be quite crowded during peak hours.) The food's so-so but the ambient and the thought of being there is marvelous. That is because the restaurant really do station at a hill top. The view is quite amazing and it provides the serenity one needs after a hectic day of work.
After dinner, we caught the movie at Jurong Point. Meh meh isn't interest with the movie that we're going to watch. I was the one who wanted to watch and he's there just to accompany me. He told his friends about catching the movie that morning. Two of his guy friends were saying something like 'Good Luck.' to him. Actually, I didn't pin any hopes on the movie since I've read a review on it. The review stated that the show was deary( like any typical Korean dramas which i love to watch). It gave the movie 2/5 score. (Ya..that bad.) But somehow, I still want to watch it cause I know I'll like it.
Anyway, I was taken back by how light hearted and comical this movie was. It was deary at all. Even Meh Meh said it wasn't that terrible. Moreover, all the audience (including us) laughed and teared ( some women la..) during the show. Haha.. I would definitely give it a 4/5 score. A very Wahwah kind of movie.
And guess what happens after the movie? Meh Meh asked me to learn how to sing.-____-"" He felt that woman who can sing well are very attractive. Yeah, I'm a lousy singer. I can't even get the tune right. So what la... that's is partly the reason why the movie never score a 5/5.

My Blog!? So nICE!

2007-04-19T09:33:00.000+08:00

Wah~ I love this blog theme...lol...A bit plain at the bottom but the top is very pretty. It's prefect for flower lovers like me. =P
Speical thanks to the creater John Oxton. *Claps*
Any Comments?

I've lived on...

2007-04-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

Everything was like another ordinary outing with Meh Meh last Saturday or Sunday. Yeah..it was until i did something stupid. We went to some nice place for dinner. Meh Meh wanted to try the food there so we went. The place is cosy and with the dim lighting, it makes you feel quite comfortable. Sandwiches are sold at around 6 bucks and above (quite expensive huh..).
There's quite a lot of people when we arrived. It's not crowded but I just didn't thought that the shop was that famous. It was filmed by some variety food show but it wasn't that famous. Moreover, most of its customers are teenagers. Ya..16 to 18 plus and a few 20s or 30s plus people. Weird huh...it's either these kids are rich or that shop was more popular than I've expected.
Right after we've ordered our food, I started doing something stupid. Bored ma...what to do. The table we had was quite small. So I tried to push the unwanted plastic bag nearer to Meh Meh. That was how the silly game started. Obviously, he pushed back the plastic bag...and this went on until i spilt the glass of water onto my lap. (-_-)"
Think most of the teenagers saw the water dripping from my skirt. One of the waiter came forth to wipe the table. Haizz....I didn't look around and tried not to be bothered by it. But that seriously ruin my mood. Well... "At least I don't know these people." " At least it happened when I was with Meh Meh . Meh Meh wouldn't mind my clumsiness."
I didn't go to the ladies as I don't think I can do much about my wet skirt. I don't want to stuck in the ladies for hours to try and dry up my skirt. Using tissue papers to dry off my skirt will not work too. Luckily, Meh Meh was willing to lend me his jacket after our dinner. So that I could cover up my bottom before standing up since the water soaked through my skirt. It's a rotten but not too rotten day.
This incident triggers me to think back of all the traumas I've been though. Like the one when I had strawberry drink spilt on my jeans..me knocking into some pillar in school...me falling off a chair...falling off my bike... etc.
Ok...Yah..I could be a big embarrassment at times. But that's what makes me cute right? No one's perfect and neither am i...Yeah!
So I believe my friends do love me for the way I am. Right? (I'm right la..I dun care.) =P

SenToSa GeTaWaY~ (Part 2)

2007-04-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

When the next day arrive, we were freaking excited. Lol..That is because there's a whole list of exciting adventures to look forward to. The first one we arrived at is the Kou Fu Food Court. Whaha...must eat first before anything can get started right? Ah...The new food court was like a building popping out of nowhere. Come to think of it, it's kind of weird that it's able to blend into the sand and the sea. Yup~ Glass windows are a plus plus since you can eat and look around for bikini babes and hunks. *Drooling*

Back to our topic...hm...Was it the sky ride? Ya..I think we took the sky ride all the way up to the hill to get into the terrible, full of tourist queue. Queuing for our way to luge down back. Lolz... Seriously speaking, the sky ride was a bit scary. I think people who are afraid of height shouldn't be trying it. It's scary looking down.It's scary as it can stop all of a sudden in the middle of nowhere. It's scary when I saw sparks of electricity coming from the wire. But it feels WowowWWHOho~ when you reach the peak of the ride. The scenery up above? It's indescribable. During our sky ride, a little bird hover around us for a moment. That's was the time when I felt like stopping time so that I can touch the little bird. The Luge was something not really difficult to control but not easily to figure out how it works either. I'm still trying to figure out how this plastic piece of item can be so fun. Every time you ride down, there's a 'terminal' point where they'll stamp you hand.( No idea why since you can easily wash it off.) And guess what? I got a stamp with the word 'Excellence' on it and Meh Meh got one that has the word 'Grief' or something like that. Whaha...Am I good or am i good? Btw we still have one more sky ride and luge.(Double the fun.) We took our second sky ride and luge after our 4D Magix show.

Lunch was at Subway. Excellent choice since the Chocolate chip cookie was just purely sinful. The Magix show was ok for me. I didn't think it was something really worth catching twice. Once in a life time will be the right amount. Just that i seriously don't like the idea of seeing bees or bats or birds so 'close' to me. Of course they are not real and they only look like they are close to me cause of the specs I was wearing. I know it but I can't help feeling irritated by it. Let's just say we're all too dependent on our eyes. What we see might be deceiving at times but we can't help to deny what we had saw.

We purposely took the last Sky Tower ride. It's the only timing where you can really catch a nice view of Singapore at night. Ended our day with Coffee Bean's Pure Chocolate.

During the mids of everything, something got into Meh Meh's eye and we ended up resting at home for a few hours. Some stupid dust or something.. But everything was well after a few hours so our schedule wasn't ruined.

Although everything costs around $100 per person, I didn't regret one single moment. It's truly a life experience and it makes me feel like a true Singaporean. Hey..How to be a Singaporean when you have yet tried out the best in Sinagpore? I did and I'm proud to be a Sinagporean. Whaha..

If any of you intend to make a trip down, beware of the internal bus routes...They are extremely tricky. Even the map provide by Sentosa doesn't depict all the bus route in an understandable manner. =S

Let me put one picture to sum up my entry. *Tired Nia*

Mui SenTosA GetAwAy~WeE~

2007-04-11T13:01:00.000+08:00

Haha...I'm blogging because I'm bored. I don't have the pictures which I have taken at Sentosa so I'm going to post it up on my next entry. For now, you can only read what I've been doing during my trip to SentoSa.
It's really an enjoyable and refreshing trip. Since me and meh meh can't travel overseas for a real break, this is the best we can do and afford. So ...why not? And off off we flew~ EH...no la.. we didn't fly.
We met up at Vivo City after my work on Friday. Stuffed up our stomach with Long John's Slivers and flew *erm* and travel to Sentosa by monorail. Yup..the monorail was up and ready long ago. The night scenery was gorgeous. It's hard to describe to you. The feeling wasn't really similar to looking at Sinapore from up high. It felt more like travelling away from the bright city. Yes..a bit melancholy.
Once we arrived at the Siloso Beach Station, we were stunned. "Is this Sentosa? It looks so different!!" Struggling with our bags, we took out the map and head for HOME==> hut home -_-". At that point of time, the hut that I've booked really felt like home. Some where you can just throw your bags and stuff around. Whaha..
The way to home wasn't hard to find and the first thing we notice was AIR-CON. Yeah! There's air-con. It is small and has only one room. The room you walk into when u open the door= the room you sleep in= the room you put your things in. o.0 I can't really say its a room ...It's more like a combination of living room and bedrooms. But we were too excited to worry out it. Once we've placed our things in the room, we head for Song Of the Sea. Yeah babe... It was definitely better that musical fountain even though we have to pay for it. I took a few pictures of it too. It's not very clear though. Right after the show..

Me: " Eh...Is it raining? I felt a drop of water."
Meh Meh:" I thought it was due to the splashing of the water at the end of the show."
Me: " Is it? Orh. "

And...it rained.-_-""

We ran back to home. Whaha...It was actually quite fun running around Sentosa at night. You guys should try it sometimes. And right after the rain we went for supper!! What? No la..we didn't sleep early. No point sleeping early when our home is near that club. Huh...yes club ( Ya can see lots of women dressed up walking towards that club during 11 -12 pm.) The *special* club had its music played till the wee hours. Which one? The one with beds placed all over the beach one lor.. Nah...It didn't spoil our mood. How to? We were so entu and so high. Lol...
Supper == 7 eleven's instant noodles --> Typical chalet supper. Lol..
Right after supper, Meh Meh passed me something in our home. O.0 What is that? Wrapped in shiny sliver wrapper, it glitters and shines. It's not gold la.. When I opened up...BOOM! ARGH!!!
OMGOMGOMG!! Nitendo DS Lite!!!
OMG! Whaha..I can play Nitendo Dogs wor. He wanted to give it to me as a birthday present but after seeing me all stressed up by my IA, he decided to give me one now. WOw.. i can have my own puppy now.
To be continued.....(Like all good movies..there's always something to look forward to.)

Alamak...Me and My Toopuid Impulse

2007-04-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

Sorry ah people. I'm been busy enjoying myself and working hard at the same time. That is why I've been neglecting my blog lately. I'm always too tried or busy to blog. Whaha..
Ya ya... Lazy too. Happy? -___-"
Anywayz, I've been to SENTOSA with my pet meh meh from 30th of March to 1st of April. It was hell lot of fun lor! The hut was freaking small so both of us were quite glad that none of our friends can make it. Our initial thought was the more people the merrier. When we saw the hut, our first thought was "Wah..lucky only two of us." It's small and i do mean small. Lol...I'll post a full entry on my getaway trip to Sentosa k? Not now la...since it's gonna be 6pm. =P
OppS, I cut my long long hair too! Idiot me ... I shall not explain much on why i went to cut my hair since there's nothing much to explain too. I just cut it short because I felt like it. Its not ugly but it's not really me. That is what I feel. But meh meh likes it. He say my hair looks very nice and he love it (seriously). So it's either he got bad taste or that I'm just not used to my hairstyle.
Just want to update my pals on what I've been doing lately. So, I shall pen off here.
PS: I'll upload my picture soon k? Help me figure out whether my hairstyle is nice not.

Monday = Blogging Day

2007-03-19T10:30:00.000+08:00

I dunno why. Don't ask me why. It only happens on Mondays. The urge of blogging comes every Monday.It's becoming a habit I guess. Maybe that's why. It kind of feels like period. Wahaha..except that period is a monthly thing and blogging is a weekly thing. Well ..It should be a good thing right? At least my friends know when to check on my blog for updates. Hehe..
I've been viewing my friends blog just now.They have recent photographs and creative, cute and sweet blog themes. Me? I've a simple and plain blog theme with no photographs at all. Lol..Its obvious I'm not so committed to my blog. But, I don't intend to be commited too. Ok la..I'm just lazy and I don't think I need to put in so much effort for just one blog right? Content is always more important than packaging right? Keke.. Maybe I'll put some photos next time ba..
Btw, I've finish watching Goong S (not Goong) and I've re watched A Prince Turning Into A Frog . I cried during some scenes and those scenes were the ones which made me cried when It is my first time watching this Taiwan drama. Bahaha.. I think being too emotional is my soft-spot. I never fail to cry even though I know it's non-fiction. Meh Meh's extremely unhappy with me watching all these dramas. I can understand why too. That is because I've finished watching 30 episodes == 5 dvds in 2 and a 1/2 days. Adding on, I think I've over-worked his Xbox 360 and laptop but continuously playing the dvds. It's not that I want to. I just don't like to stop once I've start watching a drama. It's like I've become possessed and I'll be thinking of that drama 24/7. I've never felt this way before until I started watching Korean dramas on youtube last year. I know it's a bad habit and I've got to quit it.
Truthfully, it's easier said than done. Maybe someone can teach me how to refrain myself from all these drama series. =~S

Wearily Wah

2007-03-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

I've been out partying recently. Hehe...Yeap..Partying. Let me define what partying means to me now before you start thinking in the wrong direction. Judging from my situation, partying just means going out after work. Yes, that's all it means to me. Wahaha..
It's tiring to work from 8.30 am to 6pm daily. Additional activities after work makes it worst. I've been reaching home at about 11 plus since Wednesday.I'm not complaining, i just don't think I'm used to working lifestyle. It's just so damn tiring. All those additional activities are a definite must-go to brighten up my day after a long day's work. However, too much of anything is never good for the being. I've been restless at work due to all the after-work-partying. Now, it's finally time to take a break and live a more spartan lifestyle.
Speaking of which, I watched the '300' movie(M18) yesterday at The Cathay. It was a show not to be missed. Not because there's a lot of b**ts being shown in the film. Just simply because it's a true heroic story of Spartians (How they fought for their believes) and its magnificent sceneries. Gorgeous effects and intense story will capture every one's heart. But! I cannot help but resist how wars are being glorified by this movie. Like Meh Meh has said:"In a war, it's always a lose-lose situation."
I've watched Letters to Iwo Jima too. It's based on a true story too. If you caught this movie, you'll understand what does the lose-lose situation means.
Hm..come to think of it, there's been quite a few good movies up recently. Just follow Law was a hilarious and absolutely entertaining one and Pan's Labyrinth was one that gives you the mixed-feeling feel. Lol...okok...I don't want to be your movie spoiler. Just go and watch and you'll figure out what i mean. =P

Cherishing you always

2007-02-21T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hai..4 days of break is not enough!! I need more days to relax and enjoy. I'm so looking forward for the next coming holiday ( 6th April-- Good Friday). I know it's only February now but I can't stop thinking about the next 'long' break.
Been visiting relatives and taking hong baos last few days. I've missed out on Yang's mother-side relatives otherwise i be able to get more hong baos. Guess it can't be help since i was going to ex's house to bai nian. I feel fortunate to have her as a friend. When i was staying at Jurong west, I was living a few blocks away from her. I always thought that i can drop by and visit her any time i want. Never did it daunt on me that i would have moved away to this far far land called Bukit Panjang. Moving away from Jurong to Bukit Panjang was like immigrating to another country to me. I do not know any close friends staying in Bukit Panjang nor am i used to seeing bus 190,960 or 963. Now that I've moved, i start realising that I've always took staying near friends as something that it should be. Its only now that I've come to realise that I've took it for granted. Regretting is futile. Thus, i learn from my mistake. I'm happy to say I was given a chance to get together with my secondary school buddies, NTU buddies as well as JC pals the past few months.
I'm fortunate and I know it. I used to live a life filled with studies and me, myself and I. Now, I'm proud to say that I'm changing for the better. Living on to cherish my friends and Yang who have never forsaken me.

183 sux

2007-02-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had an experience of being squeezed by monkeys who dress in office wears? I have. Mind you, they weren't just ordinary monkeys, they are well-trained monkeys. Well-trained in boarding that popular and 'stylish' Mercedes sbstransit bus. Oh yeah, it was an ugly sight alright. It was the ugliest sight in SG I've ever seen. Thanks to them, I missed 2 buses of 183 and only manage to board the third one by running towards the bus. I not exaggerating, not a single bit. I really did the marathon run in order to board the bus and I was 35 minutes late for work.
To all the monkeys:" Well done monkeys. You've done a great job and Good Bye because I'm changing my bus route to work. Although I've to wake up 10 minutes earlier than usual, I still think it's worth it."

Time Flies~

2007-02-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

Some much things to do and so little time! Makes me wonder why I'm blogging. Lol.. I'm not slacking. I'm just using some of my lunch time to blog. Not 'eating snake' ok? I'm actually very hardworking if you wish to know.
Anyway, i got my PAY on 31th Jan. WOOTS~ There's just so many things to look forward to recently. V day and CNY!! So exciting. As usual, yang and me are celebrating on the weekend before V day. I don't think we'll be doing anything exciting. But I'm looking forward to trying out the food from 'shang hai jia ren' a restaurant i saw on makan king variety show. *WINKS* Talking about it just make me happy. It's very difficult not to feel happy when it comes to food. Of course I'm talking about delicious, unforgettable, tasty and sumptuous foods. *Mind gone gu gu ga ga for a moment* Ok, I'm back. Where was i? Oh..right V day. V day= Buy present and i haven't buy one for yang! I don't even know if i have time to get one. =(
I'm meeting him today and I'm going out on Saturday night to gather with my SAJC friends. Hm...maybe I can buy one when he's giving tuition on Saturday evening. This means that I'll have to shop alone=~(. Sad.Most probably.
Moreover, I need to treat my ex and xuan for a drink.(Part of the reason why I'm not stating how much i got for my pay.) Since all of us are attached, i doubt that they will be free on Saturday. I don't know when i can meet them again. It feel uncomfortable to know that you owe others something. Especially when you know you are the one to blame. Nope, they didn't threaten be to treat them. I just want to do it because I'm nice =P.
Oh ya, cannot forget CNY too!! I've thought of what to wear on that big day. A cute white dress and my brown boots. Did i say boots? YES~ I bought my boots last Saturday or Sunday(can't remember). Anyway, I bought it at a bargain! Did i say bargain? YES~ I bought it for 40 dollars when that auntie was selling at 59 dollars! YES YES YES~ Whaha.. But i have buy my dress yet. Hehe..I shall post up my first picture next time with me wearing my CNY clothes!!
Whahaaa..Look forward to pretty me everyone.=)

I feel so useless!

2007-01-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to a sweet,cute and bright 14 years old little girl's funeral. Even though she wasn't close to me, I could still feel the sadness. Seeing her picture...seeing her body lying in a coffin...no could stop their tears.
Yang: Well..At least you are not close to her.
Me: Ya..But I saw her in church. I remember her.
It was said to be a 'relatively simple 2 hours operation'. No one thought that this would happen. I feel so helpless. Looking at her parents grieve, its simply heart aching. She was so innocent and young yet she is no longer here with us any more. So sudden ..so surreal...
Sometimes i feel that if there's really God, he should have taken me away instead of her. I've sin more than she does. Why does it have to happen to her? If only they would have discovered her illness earlier..if only... i've been thinking so many 'if only's .It's all pointless now. It's all pointless.
I guess all i can do is to believe that she is no long in pain and she is with God.
To whoever reading this: Cherish what you have and the people beside you. There is no telling when will happen the very next minute.

Stress Out

2007-01-24T08:48:00.000+08:00

I've been waking up in the middle of the night for 2 days. Ever since the submission of my report on last Friday, nothing much have i progress. My supervisor didn't came for work on Monday and Tuesday. Part of me wanted him to come today and the other part of me just hopes that he comes tomorrow or on Friday.
If he comes to work, I'll know that he'll talk to us and brief us on what we should do for the next few weeks. So I wouldn't have felt so lost like the last 2 days and i wouldn't have been thinking of how to proceed on with my research.
However, the other half of me just want to take a break before he assigns us with out next task. With him around definitely means all work and no play. I don't want to be like dull Jack.
Still, i think i'll stick with hoping that he comes today since i seriously have no idea on how i should proceed on. Ok, there's definitely things to do before he comes back. Eg: Learn a few skills that is required for me to complete my project or stuff that i could read up on etc. But i seriously don't like the feeling of not being told to do stuff. Not that i'm insane or what...It just feel better if someone is to assure me that i'm on the right track and i am right to proceed on with the stuff that i'm working on now. You know..Assurance..I guess that's what makes a whole lot of difference.
I think i'm just those type of person who needs a lot of assurance, a lot of support and a lot of acknowledgement. Sounds to me that i'm very insecure. I am? Maybe..maybe a little...
Heck! Mr Huang is you accidentally surf the web and bump into this website, I want you to know that i really hope you come today. Bring hope and light into my life again. I don't want to wake up on my own at 4am thinking that it's time for work.

Freaking Suay Day

2007-01-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

Hai..Today is a suay day. First 'suay' thing that happens to me is that my stupid shoe have to spoil. It spoilt when i was walking to work! WTH~ Now, i really left with my slippers and my sport shoes at home. ALL my shoes with heels have spoilt in one way or the way. Next, that stupid machine in the pantry have to piss me off by splashing my milo out of my cup while i only asked for water from it. That stupid machine had stained my new shirt..i repeat NEW shirt. What is wrong with it man...That was the time i wished for a peaceful day. A quiet and peaceful day. I want nothing to happen and nothing new to happen. Well..i thought so...or hope so..but no..that's only the beginning..
After surfing the net for awhile, guess what i discovered? Forgetful Miss Wahwah has sent the wrong document to my supervisor. ARGH~ I seriously want to go home and stay at home. It felt like a 'stay-at-home-or-you're-dead' day.Why does everything bad have to happen all at the same time? How can i have a happy period if things like this keep on happening to me?
Worst of all, I'm simply left on my own to research today. How to? How to? I don't know a single thing. If my day is not getting worst then it should be getting better. But no~, its not and I'm stuck in this terrible research project which seems to have no end to it. Why do i have to have such a tiring life? Everything must be carried out the hard way. I just hope time flies as swift as it can and let me go home on my 'on-the-verge-of-splitting-into-two' heels.
Good thing is..there's mehmeh to cheer me up and june my ex to chit chat with me..otherwise i'll be going bersek in the office.

WaT's Wrong With Me?

2007-01-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so stressed up recently. What's wrong with me?
I should take things easily. Let them come and go. But i can't!!! I don't know why.
This stupid IA seems to be some kind of poison. Once taken, it will slow attack your brain then your heart. It doesn't goes straight to ur heart. It takes its own sweet time torturing you. First, making you think that it's just a 6 months during working period. Moreover, we are still undergraduates, they won't expect so much from us. Then, slowly tells you what they expect from you (giving you wee bit of stress now). After knowing that you might be a bit worry, they'll try to comfort you by ensuring you that you will be able to reach their expectation. After calming you down and leaving the job on ur own, the poison inside you will start its fatal action. It makes you worry, feel unwell, have sleepless nights and then difficuility in breathing. A slight pain will be felt at your chest area when you breath out.
Yesterday night was the first night i ever felt this kind of pain. Its possible i might be thinking too much. It's also possible that i am having some unknown illiness and it's possible that i might just be too stress. For any reason, the slow and subtle pain makes me feeling like i might die in my sleep. Like the doctor who died in his sleep at the age of 30 or 40 plus and my brother's colleague who died in his sleep at 30 plus. Life's so unpredictable, it scares me sometimes.
To have the thought of dying, all things undone will come flooding your mind. I want to..I want to...I still want to live on..continue my life ..fulfil my dreams.
I think i will never come to a conclusion on the dying thought that i had yesterday. I guess the best thing i can do is to cherish everyday and everyone that i love.

Monday blues..

2007-01-15T08:45:00.000+08:00

Oh man..its monday again. I think i've been enjoying too much on my Saturday and Sunday. Its kind of hard to get back the drive to 'work'. Well...if only there's a Lastday after Sunday. Lastday can be something that prepare everyone for the coming of Monday. It can give us a ring in the head when we say today is Lastday and all us will be thinking 'Oh..must prepare for work/school for Monday.' I guess i'm just being lame again. =S
If there's ever a Lastday...i think i'll be hoping for a Lastlastday after it..lol
Anyway, work hasn't been too stressful since this is only the second week of IA(industrial attachment). But after last week, I can feel the pressure coming. When the pressure's coming, you just know that the work's gonna be more and more serious and stressful. That's why i kind of dread the days to comes. Yet, come to think again, if the days doesn't come, then IA will NEVER end! Argh~ It feels like livin' hell.
If only my supervisor wasn't that demanding. I guess i'll take this IA as a challenge. Take it as it comes. Otherwise, i'll have to move to Woodbridge for awhile. It would be nice to have a change of environment but i dun think i'm ready for one yet.

Simply Me..

2007-01-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

Me..Wahwah blogging?
Haha..I can't imagine myself blogging, yet to think what my friends would say if they know about it. I guess it's hard to explain why have I thought of blogging only at this point of time. Well..a few reasons that i could think of is :
1) I'm too free.
2) I've been looking through all my friends blog and i've got tempted to have one.
3) Maybe i want people to take notice of me for once.
4) All of the above.
Seriously, i have no idea. I guess i'll choose 4 if this is an mcq question. Moreover, i'm not sure how long my urge of having a blog will last. Maybe a month..a week..a few days..
But, one thing i do know is that i want to update my close friends of how i've been. The past few days, i kind of feel closer to my friends while reading their blog. It feels like i am still in their lives, knowing what is going on with them now,where have they been to and what are they feeling. To my surprise, it felt good. Of course, i didn't start out to read their blogs cause i want to know what they are doing or to know how have they been. I merely read because i was taking short breaks in my office. I guess it was then that i've learnt that blogging isn't something you do for yourself, sometimes you are doing it for your friends. To let them into your life, show them how you have been recently. I wouldn't expect close friends to read my blog often, i just want them to have another source of knowing how i am. To think about it, if me or my friends are busy, wouldn't blogs be the simplest way to know and to communicate with one another?
That's why... To all my beloved friends out there..i will start blogging and update it as often as i can =P